where do we go from here

So it’s finally the end of school life for 2011, eoys and hectic lessons over. Left with chinese o’s and we’re good to go for senior high. I’m already starting to miss 4F a lot even though it’s barely a day since school closed. I’m not a person good with words and expression of feelings, hence the crappy speech during class today. But i’m just gonna type everything out here, and leave it as memory.

When we first received the class posting results, the only few people i knew in the class were sherlyn, qinni, katherine, sek ee and george. And for the next few days, sherlyn and i were busy flipping through the year books and scrolling through facebook to find out our future classmates. We were intrigued by names like John etc and we sure had a tough time trying to find out who you were john :) Not to forget the twins, yin yin and wei wei. We sweared to make friends with them back then, but i guess we didn’t really succeed did we sherlyn? :) But nonetheless, there were funny moments we had with the twins during lessons and though we were really bad sometimes, i hope they didn’t take it to heart. :) Our first class chalet with each other was good, second one this year, even better. :) You guys taught me a lot throughout these two years, how not to judge someone by their looks; how to be addicted to iphone games; how to speak great english/chinese (huihsien and linyao respectively); how to play stupid games like handiplast (??) and many many more. We stay out late after celebrations playing really random games and telling ghost stories (which are usually pretty unsuccessful). I guess i’ll really miss those times. Everything typed out here seems so cliche but it’s everything deep down from my heart. I might have offended some of you, but at the end of this journey, i just wanna say sorry and thank you guys for forgiving me (if you haven’t, i hope you will) and still giving me a chance to be your friend. These 2 years, have been hell of a ride for me, whether is it academic or cca. But every morning when i step into the class, i’m really grateful for this bunch of people and i guess God has been fair to me by giving me this opportunity to get to know all 35 of you. 4F has given me a lot of memories to remember, and i won’t forget them. I’ll miss linyao’s singing, sherlyn’s random shoutings in class, yongxin’s extremely gay actions, yuxuan’s suckerpongness, huihsien’s extra-dramatic-yet-extra-funny speeches, benedict’s crane folding and cat drawing skills, maria’s tumblr-stalking, huili and ruiwen’s retardness when they are together, and so much more. After this year, we might stay as friends or become strangers. But no matter what, i hope that we’ll always remember each other and every single moment we all had together. :)

当不能拥有时，唯一能做的就是令自已不要忘记 :)

Training today was a mega screwed up. First was the cleaning up of the wet floor @ the basketball court with newspapers, then the extremely shitty game play at the end. I’ve no idea what’s wrong with me, or rather i guess my skills have always been one of a mediocre just that i chose not to face it. On the way home, i’ve been wondering whether i’ve made the right choice by joining back the sport i’ve played for 8 years. And i no longer know whether i’ve the energy to continue playing this sport anymore.